nanito

yesterday was a very eventful day. it consisted of tears. a lot of sad ones but a drop or two of happy ones as well. it was the FDNY's memorial service for those members whom rest in peace as of 2010. once again, i am left baffled as to the amount of respect and essentially love that this brotherhood has shown me and the rest of hearts that still ache from the loss. gusy, i know you were with me yesterday. how to honor your life better than how it was done yesterday, i do not know how to do. i know youre proud. i love you and miss you more than anyone will ever know.

good GOD, send OUR hearts peace. amen.