apologizing for my recent hiatus

how do i begin to live again when its my life that feels at its ends? ::sighs:: its been the roughest couple of months i have ever had to go through in my entire life. and after running and running [away], the soles of my soul are exhausted. im torn. im changed. i have encountered loss and have encountered love. i've found solace. and as unhealthy as it may appear to be. it is my solace. stay tuned for act III scene IV and as always judge me not.

it's getting late, real early around here so...........

bring on the posts, beans!