what are you listening to, janice?!

"laugh now. fly later"

-beans LOVES all her taylors ;)

POW! right in the kisser

current weather in new york: high of 52 with a low of 44. 100% of rain (if you catch my drift).

-not a good day to order a side of beans

::sigh::

tattoo contemplation?

kids, dont do drugs.

U-N-I "Supreme 2.0" (feat. Sebastian the Liger) from Big Kid on Vimeo.

ole!

As many know, i am the biggest Mexican enthusiast ever (and i'm not even Mexican)! i love my Ecuadorian culture (dont get me wrong) and absolutely NOTHING compares to it all all, but theres just something about that HECHO EN MEXICO stamp that gets me every time. i embrace it all from the men to the food to the culture to the country itself. lets just be clear, cinco de mayo is NOT the mexican fourth of july. mexico actually celebrates its independence from spain on september 16th. el cinco de mayo commemorates the Battle of Puebla against the French in 1862. its a day that celebrates the Mexican army's never-give-up spirit. so in observation of CINCO DE MAYO, let me just share a couple of things, i thank mexico for and of which should get full recognition for:

MANA doing a jose alfredo jimenez cover:

gael garcia bernal (also known as the definition of dreamy):

day of the dead sb's:

why memories are made:

needless to say, you can catch BEANS at the bar tonight with the first round of shots on her, ofcourse.

-ayyyy ay ay!

what happened to killa cam when he actually used to murder?

...the music that is. when i heard that there was a kid cudi x camron colab out there, my heart raced (...without the assistance of any controlled substances! take that, all you fucking haters & mouth-runners. pow!) so anyways, back to the reason for this post: WOW. what a fuckin awesome collaboration, i thought to myself. maybe all cam needs is a collaboration like this one to take him out of the stump, dipset stuck him in. WRONG! boy, was i mistaken! my ears ached after listening to "ur killin me" but not as much as my heart ached when i had to grade this as a complete F for FAIL. you be the judge:

"so cold, but the kid is so hot" ::looks down and SHAKES HEAD:: who the fuck still raps about kid robot gear and rose gold watches?! lets be fuckin serious!

...as i reminisce back to my days in the 5th grade when i'd steal my big brother's cd player and indulged in all the music i wasnt supposed to be listening to i LANDed here:

sorry, for the horrible quality. i spent a whopping 3 minutes looking for a better one, but got bored doing so.

"oh you gonna buy me diamonds? shut the fuck up!"

-beans

what if the one that got away came back?

what happens? what really happens? ::sigh:: let me stop with the little girl fantasies. this is reality. a cold, harsh, lonesome reality. a janice reality. and in a janice reality. nothing happens. absolutely nothing. its become too disgustingly common to catch my wandering mind overflow with images and pictures of things that have never and will never cross his.

currently feel like:

*shout out to my homegirl, G- Doggz for the song referral :) *

i apologize for the lack of posts, lately. that changes now. "stress is temporary"

-beans

::sigh::

i miss janice too.

NO QUIERO QUE ME HABLES. QUIERO QUE ME TOCES.

must admit, this is madd cute

on*

currently listening to...

never gets old.

-pinto

embrace the martian

"my words how i feel exactly are: FUCK THAT. i dont give a damn 'bout not one hater, talking down. dont be afraid at all, ya'll. all i ask of all ya'll is to please: EMBRACE THE MARTIAN, embrace the martian. i come in peace, but i need ya'll rockin with me. please, embrace the martian and this is how it sounds............." -cudder

marvin the martian nike sb dunks? not bad. tastes like gucci or heineken sbs, but not bad to have your favorite food over and over again, right?

STOP THE MURDER

i know this post is probably going to sound really BLAH, but its something that royally cheeses me off. i, too, enjoy lavishing myself in luxury things, but sometimes i understand that there just isnt enough financial funds for these materialistic desires ...with that being said...ladies, please STOP THE MURDER. i am sick to death of seeing all you impostors wearing knockoff handbags at attempts of pulling them off for the real thing. you are not fooling anyone. its actually quite obvious (especially when worn in the presence of me. see, BEANS, was a former employee of that little company some ppl call COACH leathers and its unbelievably easy to point out fakes or as we COACH employees call them: roaches). there is absolutely nothing wrong with a label-less handbag. there really isnt. if you have the funds to indulge yourself, by all means, go ahead, but if you dont, please do not compromise your integrity for that cheap, 23rd st fix. instead, why not take a trip down to your local thrift shop, pick up a lovely $4 number, call it vintage and start a new trend? (of which, i must admit i am guilty of) stop laughing in the face of all those little chinese children whose fingers fell off as they worked so diligently to sew up a $900 handbag they got paid 12cents for. (ok, i shouldnt joke about that. its actually a very serious and real topic to be discussed soon. stay tuned.)

trust me, ladies. you DO NOT want to be this girl:

(photo courtesy of me. on the 1 uptown train. not going to lie. its a good fake, but a fake nonetheless)

-beans

damn. hot-ass show.

...mos def ;) hahaha