must admit, this is madd cute

"your signal fades away and all im left with is noise"

when i have no words to express how i'm feeling, i hand the mic over to the inspirational men in my life who know exactly what i want, but have no clue as to how to say. they truly speak on my behalf through thee arts.

oswaldo guayasamin:

the ruler is back:

"what youre about to witness is my thoughts (just my thoughts, man) right or wrong. just what i was feeling at the time, if you ever felt like this...vibe with me..."

bad monday. missed class (all of them. gotta email professors with a grade-a sob story). its 3:40am right now (the time on this thing is all messed up. i gotta fix that) and i'm wide awake. i need to stop using the pain killers as aids to sleep. seriously. this is what happens on the 5th day after taking them for 3 - 4 days in a row. wide-a-fuckin-wake as if it were time for tea and biscuits with the queen (gotta hit dr.holmes up manana). dale also called today. he wants the 5 years back (thats on the to-do list for tomorrow as well). feeling vulnerable, but attempting to hide it well. long tuesday awaits.

-off to bed on a stomach full of habichuelas

::shruggs::

im a fuckin asshole in every sense of the word. lmao. i laugh at others expense. ::shruggs:: then again, who's fault is it that you're in the predicament you're in? its not mine. so i take that asshole remark back. i laugh when laughter is enthused.

"she wants me to disappear as if its gonna do shit for her"

-j hov, "i call him j hov because his flow is religious" ;)

he said it. not me.

and as always,

there is absolutely no pun intended, no double meaning and no underlying implications. ha.