what if the one that got away came back?

what happens? what really happens? ::sigh:: let me stop with the little girl fantasies. this is reality. a cold, harsh, lonesome reality. a janice reality. and in a janice reality. nothing happens. absolutely nothing. its become too disgustingly common to catch my wandering mind overflow with images and pictures of things that have never and will never cross his.

currently feel like:

*shout out to my homegirl, G- Doggz for the song referral :) *

i apologize for the lack of posts, lately. that changes now. "stress is temporary"

-beans