i need to get away from here...

and end up there!

and movie of the year goes to...

DRIVE.

the illest scene of the movie:

i need to get my hands on the complete soundtrack. so badass:

A+, in the bean book of reviews

"if theres a heaven, i cant find the stairway"

a hibernation session is long overdue for beans. i need to find myself again. the only way to do that is to hide. hide with myself, that is. ive been letting all the wrong ppl get the best of me. it ends now. anxiety is at a all time high and unfortunately love is at an all time low. its going to be a rough winter, folks. stay warm.

for your listening endeavors:

the roots ft big k.r.i.t -make my...

i have it on repeat as i work on a couple of projects i have up my sleeves. soon to be discussed. stay tuned.

The Roots "Make My" featuring Big K.R.I.T. by okayplayer

-oh and for the thieves of my sanity, eat beef!

#np

no need to even bring up the question of "whats the beans review for coleworld?" you know what my response is...enjoy!

roar !

-blunted beans

tell 'em where you from...

the inspiration for my latest endeavor:

...and then ofcourse, my interpretation:

currently listening to sak noel's loca people ;)

currently smell like the puppies, athena & blue

currently craving a glass of destruction

currently excited for the 21st bday !!!

ill

"I'll break your heart
To keep you far from where
All dangers start" -amor

ooops!

without anytime to actually post, i leave you fellow bloggsters with this:

these broads are so badass. i need to get my act together and start a band and take up a serious drug problem.

"peace to the gods and the earths"

-beany :)

yoga to the janice!

ahhhh! the life of beans is a simple one. the complexity of my schedule is whats gets me though. i catch myself apologizing for my leaves of absence on flavorless beans all too often so instead of going through the ordeal of bullcrap excuses, lets just catch up!

i have recently undergone some sort of enlightenment of the mind that i, myself am still unsure how to explain. my heart aches. the type of ache that i thought could never be healed. as days, weeks and months pass, i realize how much more i need and miss....................................him with me. i've consumed my daily life with activities to keep me busy. from school to work to the gym, i have been able to keep my mind off this never ending ache. i have come to realize that instead of filling my schedule with empty activities to run away from this pain, i need to come to terms with it (with myself, really).

a friend of mine (my favorite mexican, miss nere, ofcourse) invited me a couple of months back to a yoga class with her. and since ive been attempting to drop a pound or two or 12, i went in the hopes it would help me lose weight. what i took away became much more than inches off my waist. my breathing and the connection between my body and mind has been strengthen and has resulted in a more peaceful beans. the ache is there and will forever be a part of me, but i feel closer to him and in return have become one with myself again which relieves some of the pain associated with him leaving me.

it helps that the place ive been going to is AMAZING. the name of the practice is power vinyasa at a chain of studios named YOGA TO THE PEOPLE. it is a donation based teaching with locations in the east village area, midtown and now brooklyn! the vibe is so relaxed and the teachers are phenomenal. i definitely recommend it to anyone whether you need a great workout or in for a mentally soothing experience. check out the link for more info!

www.yogatothepeople.com

all bodies rise!

earth day 2011

disney presents: AFRICAN CATS! only playing one day april 22nd?! AND a donation will be made to protect the savanna and its inhabitants?! the question is ...where do i preorder my tickets? if you know me, you know the affinity i have for the wild. this is definitely my "type" of flick. excited is an understatement.

"in an untamed land, every mother has one mission: PROTECT HER FAMILY"

-beans

daydreaming....

their stunning good looks have nothing to do with it, i swear. its all about the game.

dont forget the eyecandy, beans

ON IT, CHIEF!

jewels

came across a diamond in the rough, as what i'm told. sade? potential fan on board. and hov? enough said. enjoy on the behalf of my hiatus. i'll hop by soon. off to philosophize stonery logic ;)

courage under fire